I'm am slowing easing myself back into society. I called my boss and verified that I still have a job. I went to The Point on Sunday. I restarted my blog. Gradually I am finding my footing.
The past few months have been a blur. I only remember certain moments. I found out one of the doctors who diagnosed me had a car wreck and died. I only saw him like a month ago. That was a shock. I also had a horrific pain in my leg. I thought I would have it the rest of my life. It is gone now. It was hard to even walk. That was quite scary. It makes me appreciate what I have.
I am getting some connection to some publishing companies. I don't know why but I still have a strong faith that I will publish some day. Nothing has happened yet, but I have hope.
I am still confused. God is testing my faith. Even though I am joyful I still have this feeling of unease. Insecurity rules my emotions and thoughts. Keep praying for me.