Tuesday, February 19, 2008
My life has been interrupted. God is revealing Himself in ways I can't grasp. I feel like I am praying to a stranger. It is my fault. The whole time I was in the hospital I ignored God. I shouldn't be surprised that God is distant. My overall battle deals with misunderstanding. I am confused and this is causing me to fear the future. I don't trust God right now. I could have child like faith if I struggled for it. But, I am too lazy. I need a prophetic word. So friends pray for me and if God tells you anything pass it along. It can be a bible verse, a word of encouragement, or a word of knowledge. I need something. I am desperate. I want to know Him and I want to understand how He sees me.