Provision

I was granted more faith this morning. I am not financially stable. I am struggling with my health, and it is hindering my ability to provide for my daily needs. Despite my current predicament, I do not doubt the Lord's calling for my life. (Honestly, that calling has very little to do with money.) However, I am required to be a steward of my finances, so that I am not a burden to others.

Today I felt suffocated by my small bank account balance. I went for a walk by the lake to settle my fears. A seagull flew by the edge of the lake. It landed by the edge of the water, twenty-five feet from where I was standing. It dropped something and flew away. I went to investigate. It was a fish. It instantly reminded me of the countless Bible stories when Jesus provided fish for His disciples. (Matthew 17:27, John 6:1-14, Luke 5:1-11).

My spirit leaped with joy. I laughed. I didn't take the fish to eat. I was too filled with gratitude to even consider it. I am sure the birds needed the fish more than me. However, it reminded me that, if I am desperate enough, God is fully capable of providing for my needs. The banks are not the last resort! No need to worry or fret.