Widow's Mite

I have been unfaithful in giving my tithe. I used the financial crisis as justification. I blamed my car troubles on God, and therefore didn’t trust Him with my 10%.

I now blame my current, personal financial crisis on my lack of giving. My disobedience has affected my heath and emotional peace. My family and friends are burdened due to my lack of responsibility. I often fail to steward what God has trusted me with.

I recently repented of my lack of trust and generosity. After repenting I felt peace; I know God has forgiven me. I gave my tithe this week even though I knew I desperately needed that money. I released my fear and worry as I dropped the envelope in the church’s drop box.

After I paid my tithe I went to the prayer room. I spent hours in God’s thick, tangible presence. I was overflowing in peace and security. God and I had many conversations that night. Obviously, money was one of the topics.

Apparently, God wants me to stretch myself. He wants me to go beyond the tithe. He asked three things of me that night. (Three things according to finances.)

1. Faithfully give your church 10% of your wages.
2. Give beyond the tithe, offerings and love gifts.
3. Give God the worry, anxious thoughts, and feelings of inadequacy.

Now that I am recommitted to trusting God with my finances, I desire to give. I feel blessed when I hand cash to the poor and needy. I feel wretched when I hoard every penny. Lord, give me the grace and passion to use my money to advance Your kingdom.