How would you feel if medication took away your religion? How would you feel if your convictions were demeaned by medications? How would you react? Would you just ignore it because you needs to be healthy? Would you just accept it?
I am struggling with that question now. I can tell as I read my blog that I am not who I used to be. It hurts. I see the rape of my conscious. I know that my therapist and my psychiatrists have battled my faith. Since they couldn't battle my thoughts with words, they used medication to dumb down my faith.
Not sure who I should speak to about this. Not sure if anyone will hear me. Not sure if anyone knows these things are going on. Pretty sure once I speak out about this, doctors will learn to use medications that won't destroy spirituality.
I am struggling with that question now. I can tell as I read my blog that I am not who I used to be. It hurts. I see the rape of my conscious. I know that my therapist and my psychiatrists have battled my faith. Since they couldn't battle my thoughts with words, they used medication to dumb down my faith.
Not sure who I should speak to about this. Not sure if anyone will hear me. Not sure if anyone knows these things are going on. Pretty sure once I speak out about this, doctors will learn to use medications that won't destroy spirituality.
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