Return

I must be dealing with trauma because I constantly look to the skies. I constantly beg Jesus to return. I feel paralyzed to do things that use to come with ease. I don't feel like myself. I know God is the only one who can restore me. That scares me. I know many of my friends may be well intentioned. However, God is the only one who can redeem and restore me.
My heart is broken. My soul is weak. My thoughts are weary. I need the Lord.