Dissapointment

I am getting use to disappointment, which is a blessing. Everyone used by God goes through testing and hardship.
One of my longings is to travel to Israel. I finally had the money to attend. A trip was even happening in September. Then the group leader decided that my mental illness wouldn't allow me to attend. Talk about disappointment. Did it hurt? Yes! Did it make me cry? No. I expected the answer. I knew the response would come.