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Tuesday, October 27, 2009

Money and Babies

I was listening to Glen Beck this morning and had a wakeup call. He was talking about the state of America's financial system. He forecasted an imminent crisis and went on to say something shocking. He explained that when inflation happens, and it will happen, our president might be tempted to turn to the UN for aid. If Obama does this, the UN will surely ask America to give up some of our sovereignty in return for that aid.
I am blogging on this issue because I can't understand why God would ask me to return to college in this season. I am taking out college loans and my profession won't guarantee an instant pay back. The current atmosphere isn’t the best for a poor college student.
I am starting to doubt my decision to return to college. I went to Fort Wayne and the entire school closed. Maybe that was God warning me. Maybe the huge bump in the road was God trying to thwart my ill conceived plans.
But there is a bigger issue here.
Many Christians have been screaming that America's shedding of innocent blood would not go unpunished. I have always felt America deserved judgment for the murder of millions of babies. I realize I am oscillating between two decisions. However, I really believe my college education is also preparing me to be a voice for the unborn. Recently, my desire is growing to speak out and write about this atrocity. Although my plans and future are hazy, my desire to be a voice for millions of babies is only increasing.

1 comment:

Karla Akins said...

Just because there is resistance to a dream doesn't always mean it's God stopping you. Sometimes it's the devil trying to stop you from doing what God has placed in your heart to do. There is a scripture that says,"Blessed be the LORD my strength which teacheth my hands to war, and my fingers to fight" Psalm 144:1. I pray that my fingers will be anointed by God as I write on my keyboard. We are in a battle for the hearts and minds of people in this world. And we will need God's help to do it! Never doubt His purpose for you, Tamara! He put His dreams in you for a reason. Just take one step at a time and walk through each opened door one at a time. Tomorrow will take care of itself.