Bethel

I have now attended three services held at Bethel Worship Center. I felt God directed me to attend this church. I didn't have any expectations, and now I am worried.

This church is at war. The 12:00pm service is mostly comprised of youth, and the majority of the attenders worship at the altar. Only a few choose to stay in their pews. Most of the speakers are fired up, and boldly war against the darkness. So, why am worried?

Any battle is messy. Taking on an enemy is never comfortable or easy. During worship, the enemy was attacking me. I tried to worship, but my accuser was making many attempts to shut me up.

God wants me to be confident. He wants me to be a fighter. He wants me to contend for my healing. But, I have wounds that are still healing. I have no ability to fight the enemy because I have been too complacent. God led me to this church, and it will take all my strength not to run away and hide.