Heart Torn

I attended the Desire More service tonight and my spirit wept. I had to ask God for the millionth time, "Am I suppose to move?" I have grown to love Fort Wayne and her people. IHOP Fort Wayne is a small, but dynamic group. God is moving amongst them, and it stirs my heart. I fear I might miss His move if I leave in a haste. They are having another 5 month Holy Revolution School this coming July. The same month I am setting out for Marion! The Holy Revolution School will call people to sacrifice everything just to seek God. I long to live in such abandonment. My heart is breaking. I will miss Fort Wayne. I will miss IHOP. I will miss The Point. I will miss my roommates. Please pray for me during this transition. I need to feel solid. I need to have the confidence that I am in God's will.