Taylor, Here I Come?

I was accepted to Taylor University, Fort Wayne. Around the end of last year on a Sunday night I listened to a sermon that directed me to consider college. A man was speaking about taking the initiative to help your dreams happen. He reminded us that we are partners with God. We can't expect Him to do all the work. The speaker gave a general word of knowledge during the service. He said that some people in the room would have to take a step of faith and apply for college. At the moment I felt as if that word was intended for me. When a general word is given it can be dangerous. It is easy for you to receive a word that you want. But, you actually have to discern if that word is for you. Normally, when general words are given I have trouble accepting them for my life. There is always that nagging thought that the word was intended for someone else.
Still, when the word was given faith started to rise in my inner man. I eventually applied to three colleges. Taylor stood out and really became the only option. As I started to mention my desire to return to college I received more support than I was expecting. Door started to open and I was encouraged. Returning to college is difficult for me because I carry deep, seeded fear. Fear of failure, illness, and financial difficulties. Even with these fears I am proceeding. My flesh is telling me that I could never succeed. But, my heart longs to improve my writing career. I am obviously wanting prayer. I will keep everyone updated on my progress.