I had another dream. It wasn't as long as my other ones, but it was still longer than average. Most Christians know the story of Jacob wrestling with the angel of the Lord. "I won't let go till you bless me" is a common quoted scripture. This theme has been in some of my earlier dreams and was present in this one as well.
It started with me feeling around in the dark. I was aware that the Lord was in the room with me. I wasn't just crawling on the floor. I was actually flat on my stomach pulling with great effort to move forward. Then I felt a foot. I quickly latched my arms around the Lord's leg. I obviously was astounded I even had the right to touch Him. In my thoughts I knew that the Lord was in pursuit of something. He had a desire to attend to a matter in person. I stubbornly held onto His leg and begged Him not to leave. He actually made an effort to move. I felt His foot drag but my grip and determination were fierce. He eventually asked me with tender love to let go. He said He had something He had to do. With this request I let him go.
I was left in the dark. I began to pray that I would see where I was at. Slowly flashes of images began to appear. I saw carpet. I saw a leg of a chair. I was still low to the ground. I saw spiders. I rebuked them as if they were evil and they disappeared. I began to crawl on this pale colored carpet and found a thrown. I knelt down at the thrown and began to pray to be near to Jesus. I admitted that I was aware He had issues to attend to, but I was desperate for His time. Then I became aware that the Lord had arrived and He stood to my right. I began to thank the Lord for being near me. I admitted that I never wanted Him to leave again. Then the dream changed atmospheres. I was standing in a different room. This one was lighted.
I heard a boy (I did not see him) ask, "What are you doing?"
I replied, "I am dreaming." I was aware at this moment that I was in a dream state.
The boy replied in somewhat alerted tones, "No, no you aren't! This is real. You are actually here. You are before the Lord. What are you going to ask Him?"
I replied with a desire that I have had for a long time. But, I can't share it on this blog. It is really something that I only feel comfortable discussing with the Lord.
Then the rest of the dream was the Lord and I discussing my desire. This discussion lasted about one minute and then I woke up.
Basically I think this is the Lord confirming that He is attentive to my prayer. He is moved by my cries to be near Him. I even have power to bring down strongholds. (spiders) The sensation of knowing He is near and that He desires to be near me is the most satisfying reward.
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