So, today I think it is safe to say that I have been lazy. Some might call it healing from a traumatic event, but in honesty, I feel like I could be doing more, especially considering the state of our world, I am pretty spoiled living in Indiana. I know this state is still vulnerable to disaster and attacks, but I wouldn't want to be anywhere else when the danger strikes.
The Taylor campus is an oasis. It gives me such peace. I have so many memories here that keep me strong. Every year is different, but there is a center in Christ. I know I won't be belittled or hated for my faith. Not everyone can say that.
Last Friday, I was able to sing really loud during chapel. I don't usually do that, but it was just overflowing. Sometimes when you are denied the right to mention religion (I'm talking about the mental hospital), it feels amazing to return to religion.
I am also attending the rehearsal for Clyborne Park. We are discussing race relations in these rehearsals. I have been cast in two plays where we dealt with the issue of race. Both were extremely stressful because I am unable to make myself black. I can't change the color of my skin. I can't have a grandmother who shares stories of slavery. They are also so much stronger and carry so much more power than me. They have seen more adversity than me. How does one talk about these things without feeling uncomfortable and offended. I'm thankful that Taylor Theatre is making a place for these conversations to begin.
The Taylor campus is an oasis. It gives me such peace. I have so many memories here that keep me strong. Every year is different, but there is a center in Christ. I know I won't be belittled or hated for my faith. Not everyone can say that.
Last Friday, I was able to sing really loud during chapel. I don't usually do that, but it was just overflowing. Sometimes when you are denied the right to mention religion (I'm talking about the mental hospital), it feels amazing to return to religion.
I am also attending the rehearsal for Clyborne Park. We are discussing race relations in these rehearsals. I have been cast in two plays where we dealt with the issue of race. Both were extremely stressful because I am unable to make myself black. I can't change the color of my skin. I can't have a grandmother who shares stories of slavery. They are also so much stronger and carry so much more power than me. They have seen more adversity than me. How does one talk about these things without feeling uncomfortable and offended. I'm thankful that Taylor Theatre is making a place for these conversations to begin.
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